September 12th, 2007

I HAS HAT

Meaningful post part two

… He did then i’m sure it would hurt him as badly as it did for all that time for me. It’s just the way things are we try and pick up and move on but it can only be done to an extent. I’m sure that may have been that turning point in my life where i realised that this planet is just the worst place to be but there isn’t much you can do so just get on with it.

And that’s what i’ve done. I’ve switched off that annoying humanity crap and just stick to a semi robotic existance and deal with things as they go.

But back to my story, this dream that was so utterly vivid that it did me in completely still haunts me now. Knowing that this one person is the only one on earth who can crush me down and not a single other person could despatch me with such an impressive lack of effort you will be able to see why even now recalling this dream still has the same effect it did months ago…


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Originally published at Кевин.com.ua. You can comment here or there.

I HAS HAT

Meaningful post part two

… He did then i’m sure it would hurt him as badly as it did for all that time for me. It’s just the way things are we try and pick up and move on but it can only be done to an extent. I’m sure that may have been that turning point in my life where i realised that this planet is just the worst place to be but there isn’t much you can do so just get on with it.

And that’s what i’ve done. I’ve switched off that annoying humanity crap and just stick to a semi robotic existance and deal with things as they go.

But back to my story, this dream that was so utterly vivid that it did me in completely still haunts me now. Knowing that this one person is the only one on earth who can crush me down and not a single other person could despatch me with such an impressive lack of effort you will be able to see why even now recalling this dream still has the same effect it did months ago…


This post was made with a trial version of BlogPlanet, a photo blog client for mobile phones. For more information visit www.blogplanet.net
.

Originally published at Кевин.com.ua. You can comment here or there.

I HAS HAT

Meaningful post part three

… In this dream it was one of my usual ones where it gets weird with landscapes mix and some kind of bizarre adventure ensues, it was bright out likely summer and at the end of this dream out of nowhere my old car comes flying down the road, brakes heavily that i could even smell the burning rubber of the tyres. He then gets out of the door and comes up to me and grabs me, he says “i’ve always loved you” and he kisses me.

This dream was so vivid i could taste him on my lips, i felt his heart beat and the whole lot. Thats when i woke up.

Understand that this post may be deleted but there you have it a meaningful post from me and my many disfunctions. I could spend hours elaborating on everything but i’m limited to 1000 characters and quite frankly i can’t be handling such sensitive matters without excess drink of some kind.

So yeah.


This post was made with a trial version of BlogPlanet, a photo blog client for mobile phones. For more information visit www.blogplanet.net
.

Originally published at Кевин.com.ua. You can comment here or there.

I HAS HAT

Meaningful post part three

… In this dream it was one of my usual ones where it gets weird with landscapes mix and some kind of bizarre adventure ensues, it was bright out likely summer and at the end of this dream out of nowhere my old car comes flying down the road, brakes heavily that i could even smell the burning rubber of the tyres. He then gets out of the door and comes up to me and grabs me, he says “i’ve always loved you” and he kisses me.

This dream was so vivid i could taste him on my lips, i felt his heart beat and the whole lot. Thats when i woke up.

Understand that this post may be deleted but there you have it a meaningful post from me and my many disfunctions. I could spend hours elaborating on everything but i’m limited to 1000 characters and quite frankly i can’t be handling such sensitive matters without excess drink of some kind.

So yeah.


This post was made with a trial version of BlogPlanet, a photo blog client for mobile phones. For more information visit www.blogplanet.net
.

Originally published at Кевин.com.ua. You can comment here or there.