I can't attach an object of any kind to that kind of gift, I can't really attach anything period to show how thankful I am for what he has done.
Thats my problem. For the first time in my life I can't just write christmas off as an irritating
bank holiday that prevents me from walking into my local shop. For once it means something more than a day and I don't know how to give back to somebody thats given me a lot.